In a space in between

                     not knowing where you belong

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not being able to belong

to desire a belonging and a home

to want to understand the cultural

relationship

        between the groups we reside in

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                        attempting change to fit 

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constantly trying to find what is similar

      between us

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not looking as I 'should'

not behaving as I 'should'

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        Conforming to the ideals and what is expected

     of who I apparently should be

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        Is this my identity?

limitations, expectations,

restrictions of a woman

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           maybe it would have

been better born male

constantly trying to figure out

why I feel this way and who I am

constantly attempting to adapt

    to what feels almost alien

that is where I am

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Designs : Jessica Cao

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Model : Tina Huang

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Photographer : Melanie Lehmann 

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HMUA : Ella Rebecca Carter-Allen

Assistant : Heejin Chun